dreams

So I had this pretty awesome dream last night. It felt like I had jumped out of this amazing fantasy book. it had a hint of everything in it. Like the cards from Alice in Wonderland, The Giant from Ella Enchanted but he looked like the thing from the Goonies...so I shall tell the story as best as I can. So maybe, just maybe, later in my life I can write this story or someone will read this and write it for me.
lets begin.

It started with me and a friend of mine(Elyssa) in my parents bedroom. i can't remember what happened but the next thing that happened was the wall went flying off. we started running towards the woods and realized that after the woods was a sudden drop off that had never been there before. waiting on the impact of the fall it never occurred...we had been picked up by Hugo the giant. he was there capturing prisoners to take to the king of this land.
from this point its blurry. i remember going to to an area that looked like a football stadium and being transported to the press box to see this king. from here on i never see Elyssa again.
later on i remember i was found to be someone that the king needed. and for reasons i do not remember. i remember running through this town that was a mix between Disney world stores area and Broadway at the beach in Myrtle beach south Carolina. there was this huge wheel that could see what i saw and only that and was following me and trying to capture me. i tried to hide in the different stores but it kept finding me. then these people, who were witches, stopped me and handed me a bar of soap and told me to rub it over my heart.( i don't really understand what the effect of the soap is but whatever) this would allow me to create a house in my mind. after the house was finished i could then step inside the house and open my eyes and in life i would be there. the wheel would then not know where i was. but with being in the house i could tell where i was and where the wheel was. after the wheel had passed i stepped out and was in a great field. on the edge was a string. strangely enough it said "pull". curiously pulling the string Hugo appeared. i was afraid he would take me away again but he told me not to be afraid because he had left the king because of cruel treatment. the string was a call to any giant nearby for anyone who needed work. from there on i traveled with Hugo and to where i do not know because this is where the dream ended. which sucks.
this was a lot better dreamt so if it sucks to you I'm sorry. it was amazing in my head. haha.
enjoy!

Erskine College?

Wow. Its been a while since I've posted something. Haha.
Well, my aunt told me today that if I tell her where I want to go to college at she will help me with scholarships. Which is GREAT! I have no funding what-so-ever in the bank for me for college so unless I get a scholarship I'm pretty much screwed. I'm thinking more about Erskine now. it has such a pretty campus and the people there are absolutely nice. Plus, its a christian community so that will help me as well. I'm so excited now!

the war between the blue and purple

As we take our places on each side of the field you can feel the piercing looks at each side. Who will win? Who wants it more?

On October 31st we will find out both answers
will the blue and red tribe win or will the purple batesburg-leesville win?
I hope the tribe win.
I am a flute player. :]
I believe we deserve it more.
I also believe that their show is too easy. all their balled is, is a flute playing pans labyrinth to a microphone and then these socks come out and look like they're gonna kill someone. :/ Its rather scary.

the tribe on the other hand is doing a samurai show :D very demanding. and very awesome. haha.


"get the sandwich, eat the sandwich, and get back on the bus" -Mr. Hathcock

BOO! :D

okay, so, it's getting close to halloween and i have decided to get with the season and make a completely awesome zombiefied picture of me and my best friend.
all was made by picnik.com i love that site...now just to upgrade...grr. hahaha.

huh?

Like WTF?
Guys are so retarded.
But, girls are confusing.
Ha ha.
I like this guy that my ex boyfriend hates but honestly, I REALLY don't want a boyfriend. And, I'm definitely not a lesbian. So, I'd rather go relationshipless. :]

On a brighter note, I am looking at colleges! :D
Lander University seems pretty cool. I just hate that they don't have a band or orchestra. :[

11/19/09
OMG THEY HAVE A BAND!!!!!!! THIS IS SO FREAKIN AWESOME!!!!! XD

well, got to get ready for tomorrow. Good night all!

OMG!!!

WOW! I have found a delicacy! KFC mashed potatoes, gravy, and biscuits!!! Well, for me anyway. Haha. I have this huge mound of mashed taders covered in gravy!! YEY!!

owwww. now my tummy hurts :'(

Well, good night world :]

Ba da ba da ba...

Today has been so interesting to me. Church above all else has helped me so much. I had been having problems with someone and now I have finally forgiven them and hopefully I'll soon forget what had caused me pain in the first place.
Tonight at my church is Youth Night. I am so excited because I get to sing. I love singing. My father is going to play Motions by Matthew West for me on his acoustic guitar. One day, I'll be up there playing the guitar and singing with my father. This makes me happy.
Lunch was very nice. My "other mother" took my family out to eat. She isn't my mother but at times she acts like she is. I love her family like my own family. I would go to great lengths for them.

Enough about my day.

I encourage everyone to listen to the song Brick By Boring Brick by Paramore off their new CD Behing New Eyes

I think this song means that the girl lived too much in her own fantasys and in order to get back to reality she had to bury the castle. leave her fantasys and start living in the real world. I'm probably wrong but thats what I got out of it. I loved the song so, here are the lyrics! :D


Lyrics:
She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angels were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies
With her feet on the ground
And her head in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba da ba
So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck 12
Well make sure to build your house brick by boring brick
or the wolves gonna blow it down
With her feet on the ground
And her head in the clouds
Well go get your shovelA
nd we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not realYou can't hold it in your hands
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah
Go get your shovel
We'll dig a deep holeTo bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba da ba...

mistakes

Some high school students excel and spend countless hours studying trying to make the best grades. Some don't have enough patience. They try, but they don't succeed.
I am one of those students. I try but somewhere along the way I lose the patience and fail.
Music keeps me going. I excel in music. Sometimes it seems like that's the only thing I'm good at. My father is a musician as well. My mother on the other hand isn't. My dad is my inspiration. Hes taught me to learn from my mistakes no matter how big of a mess I've made.
I try to learn from my mistakes. Sometimes I don't realize I've made a mistake until its too late.