huh?

Like WTF?
Guys are so retarded.
But, girls are confusing.
Ha ha.
I like this guy that my ex boyfriend hates but honestly, I REALLY don't want a boyfriend. And, I'm definitely not a lesbian. So, I'd rather go relationshipless. :]

On a brighter note, I am looking at colleges! :D
Lander University seems pretty cool. I just hate that they don't have a band or orchestra. :[

11/19/09
OMG THEY HAVE A BAND!!!!!!! THIS IS SO FREAKIN AWESOME!!!!! XD

well, got to get ready for tomorrow. Good night all!

OMG!!!

WOW! I have found a delicacy! KFC mashed potatoes, gravy, and biscuits!!! Well, for me anyway. Haha. I have this huge mound of mashed taders covered in gravy!! YEY!!

owwww. now my tummy hurts :'(

Well, good night world :]

Ba da ba da ba...

Today has been so interesting to me. Church above all else has helped me so much. I had been having problems with someone and now I have finally forgiven them and hopefully I'll soon forget what had caused me pain in the first place.
Tonight at my church is Youth Night. I am so excited because I get to sing. I love singing. My father is going to play Motions by Matthew West for me on his acoustic guitar. One day, I'll be up there playing the guitar and singing with my father. This makes me happy.
Lunch was very nice. My "other mother" took my family out to eat. She isn't my mother but at times she acts like she is. I love her family like my own family. I would go to great lengths for them.

Enough about my day.

I encourage everyone to listen to the song Brick By Boring Brick by Paramore off their new CD Behing New Eyes

I think this song means that the girl lived too much in her own fantasys and in order to get back to reality she had to bury the castle. leave her fantasys and start living in the real world. I'm probably wrong but thats what I got out of it. I loved the song so, here are the lyrics! :D


Lyrics:
She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angels were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies
With her feet on the ground
And her head in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba da ba
So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck 12
Well make sure to build your house brick by boring brick
or the wolves gonna blow it down
With her feet on the ground
And her head in the clouds
Well go get your shovelA
nd we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not realYou can't hold it in your hands
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah
Go get your shovel
We'll dig a deep holeTo bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba da ba...

mistakes

Some high school students excel and spend countless hours studying trying to make the best grades. Some don't have enough patience. They try, but they don't succeed.
I am one of those students. I try but somewhere along the way I lose the patience and fail.
Music keeps me going. I excel in music. Sometimes it seems like that's the only thing I'm good at. My father is a musician as well. My mother on the other hand isn't. My dad is my inspiration. Hes taught me to learn from my mistakes no matter how big of a mess I've made.
I try to learn from my mistakes. Sometimes I don't realize I've made a mistake until its too late.