Best friend?

Hes my best friend. Hes my best friend. Hes my best friend. Hes my best friend. Hes my best friend...How many times do I need to tell myself this before I start feeling that way towards him instead of being in love with him? Ughhh. Maybe a hundred more times will work? Hes my best friend. Hes my best friend. Hes my best friend...No, maybe a thousand will work...Hes my best friend...Its not going to work. I give up. I can't stop loving him...Maybe pretending to be will help...