three words

So through the events this summer I didn't think that I would ever be okay again. Really. I mean I knew I would be happy again but I never really thought that I could truly be okay again. Then I met this guy and I really had no intentions of liking him. Then through days of talking to him and late night conversations, I've started to really fall for him. But today he told me he loved me... I broke down. I don't know whats wrong with me. Finally someone who wont use me and I run from him. I really like him. But I can't tell him I love him. I still love the guy I've spent my whole summer worrying about...I can't not. I hate myself right now. I just don't know whats wrong with me at all.